Everyone of us here will have their time when they say "uncle" on the riding of a motorcycle. Some earlier than others. You know yourself. the way I see it, at least you had the opportunity to ride, and a great bike at that (to me this bike is pretty awesome). A lot of people never get to swing a leg over a bike, let alone a 14. Think about it for a little while, then use your head and listen to yourself, and do whats best.
2013 ZX-10, ECU flashed with race fuel and ignition maps installed, 1 lb lithium battery, Graves exhaust, BST wheels, Ohlins, 385 lb.s total, with 186hp on rear wheel, fun little motorcycle